Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Invisible


Darkness is falling without delay
As she wakes in her silent room
Led lights signal yet another day
More hours of persistent gloom

There's no reflection in her mirror
She only sees her invisible face
She misses all those who saw her
Perceiving her youth as full of grace

Alone she wonders around the shops
Everybody is busily running around
The faceless crowds cease to stop
Nobody hearing her silent sound

Nobody stopping just moving around
Heads with no eyes blank and blind
Oblivious to others' sights and sounds
They fail to see her tumultuous mind

Nobody stopping, just running around
Mouthless heads utter useless words
Always mute to each other's sounds
She's so weary of this restless herd

She wonders why they never call
How did she become so invisible
Just always talking to a brick wall
They never listen to one syllable

Making her way towards the midspan
She silently scales the four foot fence
What a beautiful day for such a plan
Will the faceless crowd express lament

There she ponders for a little while
A passerby stops and yells hey
The shimmering sheet greets her smile
She's already in the deep blue bay

The unknown neighbors below her floor
Had never heard her dog before
The frantic bark could not be ignored
The next morning they called the law

Coast-guards found her along the shore
The heart ripped from her aorta
But really she'd gone years before
Nobody said a word not one iota

The paper makes an inch long story
Neighbors silently shake their heads
Mutter platitudes reading her obituary
She was always so quiet they said


Saturday, October 1, 2011

Fallen


They wanted to capture what was lost 
Both unaware of the hidden cost 
Mesmerized by their new connection 
But ambivalent about their direction 

She felt his leg against her thigh 
Sending her on an immediate high 
He felt her gently lean against him 
Arousing new feelings deep within 

She pressed against him on the street 
He loved the feel of such a treat 
Like wild teenagers on a dare 
They kissed in public upon a stair 

He wanted more with his tongue 
She teases him of more to come 
They're both dazed by new romance 
They venture homeward in a trance 

New thrills filled that empty space 
They had found that special place 
What was wrong felt so right 
Forbidden love they couldn't fight 

She warns him of impending danger 
But he's mesmerized by this stranger 
And eager to please his new treasure 
She grants his wish with reciprocal pleasure 

Expressing their pleasure deep within 
Gently carassing each other's skin 
Lovers blind to the sword overhead 
Precariously swinging over their bed 

The sword is suspended by a hair 
No strings attached they'd declare 
Until they felt like never before 
Sensually binding as they explore 

Forbidden secrets hang by a thread 
Like the sword above their heads 
The blade of the sword is so sharp 
Laying in wait to tear them apart 

Oblivious to the danger looming ahead 
Dancing to sweet music in their heads 
Her love for passion is her prowess 
Captivated he is by this temptress 

But Damocles sword glimmers above 
Now he knows he's in forbidden love 
Light from the sword catches his eye 
Catching him by startling surprise 

He aches for what he really wants 
But a guilty voice quietly taunts 
He relunctantly lets his muse go 
They tightly embrace as tears flow 

But Damocles sword can never sever 
Memories of passion that last forever 
A love that lives until both lovers die 
Existing in parallel in their mind's eye 


Invisible


Darkness is falling without delay
As she wakes in her silent room
Led lights signal yet another day
More hours of persistent gloom

There's no reflection in her mirror
She only sees her invisible face
She misses all those who saw her
Perceiving her youth as full of grace

Alone she wonders around the shops
Everybody is busily running around
The faceless crowds cease to stop
Nobody hearing her silent sound

Nobody stopping just moving around
heads with no eyes blank and blind
Oblivious to others' sights and sounds
They fail to see her tumultuous mind

Nobody stopping, just running around
Mouthless heads utter useless words
Always mute to each other's sounds
She's so weary of this restless herd

She wonders why they never call
How did she become so invisible
Just always talking to a brick wall
They never listen to one syllable

Making her way towards the midspan
She silently scales the four foot fence
What a beautiful day for such a plan
Will the faceless crowd express lament

There she ponders for a little while
A passerby stops and yells hey
The shimmering sheet greets her smile
She's already in the deep blue bay

The unknown neighbors below her floor
Had never heard her dog before
The frantic bark could not be ignored
The next morning they called the law

Coast-guards found her along the shore
The heart ripped from her aorta
But really she'd gone years before
Nobody said a word not one iota

The paper makes an inch long story
Neighbors silently shake their heads
Mutter platitudes reading her obituary
She was always so quiet they said

Thursday, September 15, 2011

White Picket Fence

Oh how your garden looks so fab 
Looking like a home & garden ad 
How much time have you spent
Surrounded by a white picket fence

Waiting around for the 9:08 
Always wondering why it's late 
Time moves fast as you fall behind
Your watch is off by a decade you find

Oh dear what a crushing bore
You never looked behind before 
There's only the recording of your mind 
If only you could just rewind

What on earth have you done
But mother is proud of you my son 
Excuses excuses have you not heard
Your unseen play is so absurd

Happy family, wife and 2 kids 
Is that really all there is 
2 spare rooms mortgage paid
Bare as your future I'm afraid

Gaps wide open as a patio door
Garden furniture adorns the floor
Oh what a splendidly well-kept lawn 
Inside you suddenly feel forlorn

But you are the king of your castle
Trophy wife and a dog called rascal
Life is evaporating like a morning dew
And suddenly you ask where are you 

The question burns deep inside
A voice taunts your life is a lie
The unanswered question inside remains
Will you answer or just go insane 



Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Shadows

I hear a distant calling 
Echoing sadly from the sea 
Forboding darkness is falling 
And starts to worry me 

I see a smart dressed stranger 
Waiting under a lonely light 
An ex-lover long estranged 
Is oblivious to my sight 

I wonder if he'll see me 
Do I want him to 
Feelings stir inside me 
As I wonder what to do 

I approach his lonely shadow 
The soft glow fades to dark 
I'm feeling I should go now 
As I doubt my change of heart 

Quietly hoping that we'll meet 
At the place we were before 
But all I see are empty seats 
I'll seek his love no more 

I wake up to an open sky 
Wilted roses 'round my head 
Did my ex-lover drop by 
While I laid asleep in bed 

Crissy Fields Fog

Monday, September 12, 2011

Breaking Free

A cool morning breeze awakens me 
An open gate catches my eye 
A galloping horse approachs me 
I'm fearless as it thunders by 

I stare in wonder at this horse 
In awe of its muscular splendor 
Strong and sure of its course 
It leaves me alone to wonder 

Who is this magnificent galloping horse 
Thats roaming around so wild 
So free of reins but right on course 
Leaves me feeling like a lost child 

Who is this mysterious galloping horse 
And what is it escaping 
What spurred this beast on its course
Does it have a destination 

A random thought startles me 
Like a sudden clap of thunder 
Is this horse what I want to be 
I look ahead and wonder 

The galloping horse now out of sight 
A mere apparition in mind 
Finally unbridled from my night 
I am that ghostly horse of mine 

No one is riding or guiding me 
Unrestrained by reins I find 
Why couldn't I just ever see 
The past was always behind

"Unrestrained by Reins" 

Thursday, September 8, 2011

The Play



A few more hours of this charade
As she performs her act on stage
Crowds dutifully give polite applause
The play repeats like a broken record

It never used to feel this way 
She always welcomed another day 
Emptiness awaits after each engagement 
Now she's lost to love estrangement 

She wakes up aching every morning 
Throat hardening without warning 
She breaks a smile on the outside 
A silent scream hurts deep inside 

Tears are not permitted to flow 
Forbidden love must never show 
She presents a happy smiling face 
Until she finds her secret place 

There alone she can truly be real 
And allow her feelings to reveal 
Long hidden tears offer slight relief 
From her continuous ache of grief 

Like her play she hopes its unreal 
Alas her mind is rarely still 
He is what she most desires 
His passion used to set her on fire 

She yearns for him to make her fly 
Life is passing her aimlessly by
Craving for just another mind dance 
She performs each act in a trance 

Alone with him she was truly complete 
Another's love will never replete 
So real was their love connection 
How will she move beyond his rejection 

Memories meander through endless nights
Since he abandoned their short flight
She feels their limbs entwined in her bed 
As she plays with fantasies in her head 

She replays scenes of moments gone by 
Against a backdrop of a living lie 
Will her play ever reach a conclusion 
Or are dreams a constant illusion